Joy in Trials?

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. - James 1:2-4

On Thursday nights for our mid-week service we have been going through James. This is one of my favorite books in the Bible because it has so many applications. It hit me that He isn't just talking about the large, public trials we face, but even small trials that nobody sees us facing.

For about 1 1/2 years I have been dealing with a dental insurance situation where they think I owe them money, but they aren't applying money that my work insurance paid them. About 2 months ago, my HR manager and I thought we were finally getting somewhere. They acknowledged we were correct and planned to refund the money they took out of my bank account, and said they told their collection company that the case was closed. Well, it appears now that they are just running us in circles because they have not sent a check and have not cancelled this case with the lawyers. I received a letter last night from the court system where I live saying this was taken to them and I now have to pay the court fees on top of what the dentist says I owe! I just checked my online bank account and noticed that they took this money out today. Of course my first reaction was outrage, mixed with frustration and a desire to sit down and cry my eyes out! The total amount is almost $1,000.00. This seems like such a mockery since I have been really good at budgeting the last 6 months and even started saving up for a new car when the one I have dies.

But, the Lord reminded me He is still in control and this is a trial He is allowing in my life for some reason. It may not be a huge trial compared to ones that others have faced or will face in the future, but in my life it is a trial that God wants to be glorified through.

Please pray that this will be completely resolved - soon. And, if God chooses not to allow it ever to be resolved, pray I will have the stength to accept His will.